catching up...

Well, to be honest, I don't really feel like blogging because (not to be too depressing or anything) I basically feel like I'm in a big black hole of despair and sorrow, and I'm filled with loneliness to the point it's physically painful, but I have some things that I need to catch up on.

First and foremost, I wanted to thank each one of you who left me kind words and thoughts about the passing of my sweet Woopie. I haven't even received sympathy or support from my own family or long-time friends, and this is the most depressing and difficult event of my life, so again, I thank you.

Second, I haven't forgotten to announce the winner of the city light photography giveaway, I just haven't felt much like blogging (I know I sound terrible, and I try not to let my emotions bleed through to my blog, but I can't help it, so please forgive me). The lucky winner of the 5x7 print and set of notecards is Britti!

I'll try to come back soon, with a better attitude, but until then, have a good weekend, and let the ones you love know just how much they mean to you.

15 comments:

  1. So sorry that you are so sad! What you went through is devastating. :( I hope that time hastily lessens your pain and that you're back to normal soon . . . chin up!

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  2. thoughts & prayers! i'm sorry you're so sad :(

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  3. I lost one of my cats a few years back and remember feeling the same way. Just take it day by day. Go easy on yourself. *hugs*

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  4. My heart is so heavy for you. Please take good care and come back only when you're ready. Hug.

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  5. aw...hi, i just stumbled acrost your little chunk of the internet. it's so cute here...
    hope you feel better. :)

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  6. Im so sorry about your sweet baby! He looked like such a sweet dog. I completely agree with what you said in the previous post. About animals sometimes being better friends than people. I love you Ralphie more than anything and he is always there when I need him. I cant imagine what I will do when he dies...take the time that you need to feel better! And I truly do believe that if anyone goes to heaven, its our puppies!!! :)

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  7. I am sorry to hear that you have not get much support from your family and close friends. A long time ago, I have been in a similar place, I was 21 back then. I was on my own dealing with the situation and I felt misunderstood. I was at school and need to study very hard to get my business diploma and think what I wanted to do next with my life because if I did not do it nobody will do it for me. I lost my anchor, I felt like a sheep lost at sea. After hitting bottom, I hang in there and when I was accepted in an art school and passing the entry exam and also found a place to stay, I saw the light at the end of the tunnel. I did this whole journey by myself. I am saying all of this because although my case was different, I can relate to those feelings. Hang in there. You are not alone.

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  8. you take as long as you need love. i'm sure i'd be the same. it's too hard to fake it sometimes and you really shouldn't have to. get back to feeling like yourself first. we'll be waiting :).

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  9. :( I'm so sorry! I don't know if this is what you need.. but when my friend's lost their dog they got a new puppy within a week and it helped them SO much! Hope you feel better soon!

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  10. I know nothing tangible can fulfill what you feel right now, but once it passes, it's a triumphant feeling. I'm definitely going to be thinking of you today.

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  11. oh honey i am so so so sorry:(
    i wish i could make the pain go away!
    xoxo
    b

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  12. I'm so sorry you're still so sad, but I also know how much it sucks and hurts and I know that you'll be hurting a while longer.
    I'm thinking of you and hope that the good memories outweigh the sadness.
    xo

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  13. i hope you feel better soon! have a good weekend :)

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  14. I can't even imagine the amount of sadness you must feel. I think you get to be a big dark hole for a while considering you just lost a best friend. I wish I could do something to help, but I know nothing will help loss. I can't wait to hear from you when you make your return!
    LOTS OF XOXOXOXOXOX
    kel

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  15. I'm so sorry to hear and that you're so sad :( I'm sending my prayers and well wishes to you.

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